You see yourself as a shadow figure
“When you feel perpetually unmotivated, you start questioning your existence in an unhealthy way;
everything becomes a pseudo intellectual question you have no interests in responding whatsoever.
This whole process becomes your very skin and it does not merely affect you; it actually defines you.
So, you see yourself as a shadow figure unworthy of developing interest, unworthy of wondering about the world- profoundly unworthy in every sense and deeply absent in your presence.”